A sun rainny day,,

I don't know why..
I don't know when...
God has invented such a day!

I don't know why..
I don't know when..
Sun and rain have become friends..

Where are the clouds
that block the sun..
so that rain can drop freely
whithout the sun to make her go away.

I don't wanna smile and cry
both at the same time...
i hate confusion and doubt inside my mind

I wish everything were simpler..
close to perfection,
love was love
and hate was hate..

I like things to be,
what i know them to be,
i need to take control of my life.

I just wanna...
some peace and quiet,
some clarification,
some peace of mind..

Such a tired soul,
Such an aged soul..
Damned to wander this world..
'till life runs out of his heart.